You are more than Flesh and Bone...You're with Him

when you talk to me, you always have that serious face, like my language, my existence, bothers you. and i always have to ask myself, did i say something that offended her, etc. and you never talk to me either, or acknowledge me in any way, like im invisible.

but THEN when i speak to you in the same manner, you respond like im mad at you for no reason. well, its only fair, right? why cant i talk to you in the same manner that you talk to me without being perceived as a screwup or something is wrong in my head? where is the fairness in that? just cuz you’re in a position of authority you think you can do whatever you want now?

before you EVER ask me that stupid question “what’s wrong with you?” the next time i talk to you with indifference and annoyance, reflect on how you have responded to me in the past when iv interacted with you. otherwise, don’t expect me to be nice about it. iv had it with this.

its time for me to drop down my cross, im not worthy of its grace anymore. nor am i worthy of people’s attention and love. if i was…things would’ve changed by now…

i think that this program was SPECIFICALLY designed for people who doesnt do any other excercise BUT this. played an hr of hb and biked around campus and just did insanity about half an hour ago, and my right calf is in OD pain. every time i lift up my leg it burns a little. guess its about time i practice my left and also continue on that insanity grind

i dont think i should be doing any other form of excercise besides this, because i wasnt able to really push myself as much as id like to today. but it was AWESOME and INSANE overall. Sweated a river, calves burned, ready for the next day!

or you simply just dont want to talk to me because you already have someone to talk to.